Don't misunderstand me, I did not translate the Quran with the intention to become a Muslim. My first translation was a pastime, a challenge. I was convinced by the logic and arguments made up of the revelations. One aspect was that accepting Islam does not mean apostasy, as Jesus, the Bible and the prophets and books that preceded the Quran, are all part of Islam. This has been confirmed my studies in Egypt as well.

This was the case until I uttered shihadah (oath of faith) and instead of Islam, I found myself in the stream of Muslims. Then I was struck by a chaotic, primitive, divided crowd surrounded by a sense of superiority. Every person is a professor who knows everything better than you. But if you scratch their thinking, the globe is still flat for them. The teachings of Islam are also known to the majority at that level. Therefore, one can normally talk only with those who do not keep religion.
Of course, I also found scholars who represented the other extreme. They were characterized by a wide range literacy, memorization ability, logic. Among them I can mention, for example, Ahmed Deedat in South Africa.
I am sure that all those who have been converted are sometimes overcome by doubt: have we made the right decision? Then we look back and see that the camp we left was mostly made up of the same sort of people we went to. Their method was different, because there they wrapped hatred in love, the dirty interior in beautiful clothes, but in fact the same kind of population is radiating superiority, tolerating only their own cultural circle. Of course, there are also thinkers, those who want to live together, open to other cultures.

Then I realized that this was not the fault of the peoples. They were raised for that and were manipulated in order to turn to this direction. The enemies of Islam give a lecture on Islam and the enemies of Christianity make their voices heard about Christianity. And the peoples are sucking the teachings and consider them as authentic! As a result, I left the peoples on their own path and dealt only with sacral literature. Not just with Muslim literature. With philosophy, jurisprudence, science, etc.When I studied the Quran in parallel with these, I realized that I had made the right decision. The Quran does not argue with the other books. It confirms them. However, I also realized that if I had spent the similar period with Buddhism, I would be a Buddhist lama today and have reached the same level of contentment. Because it doesn't matter which system you follow, if you understand its depth, you'll get to the same result. And if you stay on the surface, you will be no different from the army, who rip each other's eyes out of dominance, egoism, driven by attitudinizing and instincts of identity.

And here you are a few words about the pathological overgrowth of identity, the racism.
Are the Hungarian people racist? Of course, yes! Try it! Convert a different faith, marry a gypsy girl, represent a different opinion, criticize Trianon and you will immediately find it out! You’ll realize it from the jokes that a lot of hairy-heeled don’t feel when they hurt someone else with them, but if you joke back the same way, you’re an enemy forever! If you experience that, you will be confused out of dismay: how tight the frame has been cut that surrounds people’s brain? However, I realized that I used to be like that, too. I only discovered this on myself when I became different than the mainstream.

But German, Austrian, French are just as racist, don't worry! Every nation is racist, only its mode of performance is different. The American, the Israeli, are all racist! And despite the religious ban, so are the Muslims! Try to get marry, try to get a position in a Muslim environment. If you are not a member of that particular tribe, clan or family, you should give it up! You are asked if are you a Muslim and you say yes, then they go on: what kind? Shite or Sunni? If you answer, they will continue to ask which school of jurisprudence! If you answer, they go further: which thought's and theologian’s school, etc., until you reach to a 20-person community that you need to belong to and that is, of course, run by that family. In other words: be a jerk!
But, for any other nation, there is a logic to put you among the zombies. Then you can be proud in vain how much you feel yourself a Hungarian, Christian, Muslim or have a glorious history! You experience racism from the other side where you are considered as a junk.
Comments will come that this is not the case because Canada is different, Dublin is different, etc.
There are certainly exceptions and are found even slight differences, but the point doesn’t change: wherever you go, you are not needed there to be a king.

Do you know where you are not outcast? In the sight of Allah (SWT). There uniquely. Therefore, find Him as soon as possible. If everyone would do that and He would be the link between mankind, there would be no doubt in ourselves, there would be no segregation, no humiliation.

Living in this world, we appreciate those who open the door with sincere respect and desire the knowledge. Not the segregating one, but the knowledge that connects people. They are the ones on whom a new world can be based. They are the ones who veil their historical grievances and ensure prosperity for each other. I have not been able to live in an age where these principles work, but I do my best to ensure that my children and grandchildren can already live in such a perception, without a spark of hatred.

O mankind! We created you from a single (pair) of a male and a female, and made you into nations and tribes, that ye may know each other (not that ye may despise (each other). Verily the most honoured of you in the sight of Allah is (he who is) the most righteous of you. And Allah has full knowledge and is well acquainted (with all things). (Quran 49:13)

This is addressed to all mankind and not only to the Muslim brotherhood, though it is understood that in a perfected world the two would be synonymous. As it is, mankind is descended from one pair of parents. Their tribes, races, and nations are convenient labels by which we may know certain differing characteristics. Before Allah they are all one, and he gets most honour who is most righteous.